“Never let love get the best of you, but you should always try to get the best of love.”
—RDelapena
September 2009
“If you tell the truth, you’ll never have to remember anything.”
—kanekuni
Once again,
I haven’t tumblr’d in a while. Watching abdc finale. I knew we are heroes would win. Yipppeeee. Right noww, I’m in a pretty content situation with my life. Haven’t been in a good mood though. Lately I’ve been trying to help out a friend with her relationship situations. Errrggggh -_____- I miss California so much. I’m so homesick. I feel I’d be so much happier there, but then I’d just miss my mom way too much. I haven’t been able to sleep much. I’m pretty much sleep deprived. Whaaaaaccck. In a way, I really want ML back. Night.
Well,
I haven’t tumblr’d in a while.. I think? Mm there’s not much to say or talk about anyways. Nothinnnn really new with me and my thoughts. I’m watching MTV vma’s. Fuck kanye west. He’s the biggest douchebag ever. How can he humiliate Taylor swift like that!? What did she ever do to HIM!? Whaaaattaa DICKHEAD. If I were her I woulda shoved that moon man up his ass till it came outta his mouth so he can never talk again. He truly lost my respect for him. On the other hand, lady gaga has the weirdest and most interesting outfits ever.. I couldn’t stop laughing everytime the camera was on her.. Hahahah! I think she’s pretty though. Beyonce’s performance was just hott. &megan fox looked hotter than ever as well as my husband Taylor Lautner [; mm mm! What else what else what else. Oh! I sure am happy. Haha, you are just too damn cute &adorable. Favorite date of the year? 090909♥
Later, Helen.
Anh,
Oh HAAAAAAYYYYY(;
STOP
BEING SUCH A LITTLE FUCKING INSECURE BITCH! kthnxbai.
We,
Are over.
“In the journey of life, try to find someone as normal as you.”
—Mary Horowitz
“If you quit a puzzle, you’ll never finish it.”
—Mary Horowitz
“Envy is a waste of time.”
—JGM
Can't sleep..
Whaaaaats wrong with mee? Why can’t I sleeeeep? Ahhh blahblahblah. I’ve been thinking about nonsense stuff for about.. 3 hours now. LOL. Anywaaaays, I feeel I am being taken advantage of, but just sometimes. Just when I thought things were starting to be okay and fine.. I start to have second thoughts about everything AGAIN. Why’s it always like this? Am I making a mistake? Wasting my time? Maybe it’s just me? But who knows. I’m just probably over thinking again. And to be honest, I’ve been thinkingn about the future a lot more than the present. I feel that I’ve been getting jealous a lot. That’s not a good thing cus it’s not usually me. I need to grow up. And if things don’t work out, I’ll need to learn to just move on but won’t mean I won’t care. I have a lot of things to think about still. JGM , you’ve really influenced me, thanks bud. Gnight.
HONESTLY?
you fucken myspacer lurkers are SO ANNOYING. If you wanted to find out shit about WHO im talking to or WHAT im up to or WHATEVER, come TALK TO ME. Don’t go wasting your time and trouble by going through my comments trying to see WHO THE FUCK IM TALKING TO. Im not hiding anything, but really now? If you asked me whatsup and shit, ill fucken straight up tell you. I wont deny anything or lie to you. Yeaaaaaaaaaaah, you KNOW who you fucking are. lskdhlshg GAH! ]:<
090109
Todaaaaay has got to be the most confusing yet happppiest day of my liiiiiiiiife! Hahaha you wouldn’t understand ;) buuuuut! I’m officially in loooooove. Teheehee. Literallly >;D that’s all for now folks! Ilovetrex 1288374584883827x1 <3
Play
*sigh
- :
- iv’e gotten sicker
- im being insecure again
- i havent been in the best mood
- so far there’s only ONE person who i’ve really gone to and vent out
- i’ve been bipolar lately which is totallly NOT me
- tired of the bullshit
- i hope i dont start to think about my past
+:
- doing great in school
- always trying to think positive and putting negatives aside
- the best of friends trying to keep me smiling
- my mom has given so much more priviledges
- not letting anyone put me dowwn
- im going to marry trexbabby someday[:
peace, helen.
